dESPAiR.exe //viii am ghost

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@%rpse

_i carefully tore my way out of neil Parker’s corpse __Awoke in a wasteland that was dotted with blanket forts _i Stared out and into the lonely world that now remained _a vaSt, quiet, gentle place with soft terrain ___i couldn’t rEally shake the feeling that i’d had before __that without you, i had No […]

Zebra Flavor and Other Things I’d Like to Say

[[[ Earthshine (Spring 2018)~ ]]] /// Letter to Ms. D. Piper___ •8• M• You deserve a lifetime supply of Zebra-flavored snack cakes, whatever the fuck that flavor even means. You deserve help on the secret bosses that you struggle with, and frankly I could use some help on that mirror fight. Did you get the […]

“I am so sorry” is a terrible understatement

To some extent I will never understand. I know that. But I understand much more now than I used to. I let you down. I’ve been abusive and a burden. Loving me, for most who do, has been synonymous with hurting. I am so fucking sorry that I’ve been so foolish and blind and selfish […]

keep it down [third single, album coming soon]

twitching hands, rapid breath, fear of fear, love of love, love of endless contradiction thirst for hope at the price of its antitheses, trapped within a sea of tears, feeding your addiction at whatever cost. logic will be lost – you crave this fluctuation ‘tween emotional extremes; you’ll take an hour of laughter though the […]